Thursday, 7th December 2006
In the morning, prepared some food to bring for the class gathering... Went out of the house at about 9.40a.m. Reach clementi control station at about 9.57a.m. Wasn't late [grinz] I was punctual... =p hehe... Saw Khairul and joycelyn... N liyana... Den, guo zhong and jia liang came... Followed by Fatin, both hidayah... Fatin asked whether I was okay... Hmm... I'll be fine... Rest assured [winkz] I was laughing oready... Hidayah Sazali was also concerned... Thanks guys! For being so warm, concern n caring... I really appreciate all that... *smilez* After dat... The guys arrived... Den, Rafiqah, wendy, wilna, michelle arrived... Wait for shafarinah... As usual she was late [grinz] hehe... We waited for her...
When she arrived, we took the MRT... Made a mistake by alighting at Eunos x_x we're supposed to alight at Bedok... So, we took a bus to East Coast Park... Bus no 13... It's nearly 12 when we reached there... I lead a few of my frenz n arrived East Coast Park first =p of coz la... I've been there a lot of times... N knew the place a lil well... Some of us rent some bikes to go to our bbq pit... The weather was raining... I took out my hot dog n gave to those who arrived there oready... Den, just doing nothing there... I went to this rock place... Alone... Enjoyed the scenery... Rafiqah even said that it's a beautiful view... Yeah... Of coz...
Hmm... The waves splashed onto me... Some more it was raining... I felt really peaceful... And it was super cold... My frenz,
Rafiqah,
Liyana,
Hidayah Sazali,
Syahirah,
Liyana played with the water at the other side... I smiled at them... Seeing them happy makes me feel happy... Then, they called onto me and I waved at them... A few moments passed and they came over... Rafiqah, Peck Cheng n I sat on the rocks... We let the waves splash us... Peck Cheng sat higher and was quite emotional too n_n hehe... Den, Rafiqah suggested that we shout... So, to let everything out... And it's been what I wanted to do for a long time... I shout...
"AAAAAAAAAAAARGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH???!!"Rafiqah shout... I just felt so blessed... Noticing that there's a fren beside me... Shouting wif me... Den, liyana joined in too... She shouted too... Peck Cheng did shout... But there was once... When she shout, we didn't shout along... =p hehe...
Ate some food... I did managed to grab a chicken satay and a hotdog... Which syahirah cooked... Thanks gurl! It was nice [winkz] Den, rafiqah n I went to cycle... Michelle came along too... We cycled to the end... N guess what?
*Somebody* fell down during the journey =p hehehehehe... 3 of us were ringing the bells on the bikes... Den, that
*somebody* lost control of her bike n lost balance too... Aww n_n so sad... We continued our journey... Like some crazy idiots i guess... Coz we kept on ringing the bells... Michelle said "ah,rafiqah... Later u fell down again"... Rafiqah said "damn you"... I just grinned... The journey was quite far... On our way back, we stopped for a while to go to the toilet... N take a break...
Reached the bbq pit... After dat, I took my bread which is fried together wif the egg and rafiqah took the marshmallow and sweet[like a lollipop] and we went to sit at the rocks... I ate some
marshmellow and offered rafiqah some of the bread... Fatin came along when she saw I was alone... Rafiqah was near the water at that time... Fatin told me to play wif the other frenz... I gave her back her ez-link card... I knew she's been searching for it =p hehe... It's wif me la [grinz] Then we went near the water... I drown my feets in the sand... It was a great feeling... The weather was fine oready... Feeling satisfied, we went to the bbq pit... I bbq some chicken... It was quite tiring... Coz u have to stand... And watch the chicken... It was quite a good experience too... I learnt a few things too... And peck cheng, wilna, zhao shuang n I were together in it... It was cool too working wif them [grinz]
The guys were nowhere to be seen... But later... They came back... And some chicken were cooked... So, I had mine and then rest... Fatin took over my place... She bbq the chicken for some guys and I ate my chicken quietly... I had 2 chickens... It taste delicious... After dat, had the planning of going home... Went home wif
Fatin,
Hidayah Zainal and
Jestin... Fatin took my bike... She ride my bike to the place where i rent it... The place was very far... So, 3 of us were left wif no choice but have to walk...
Thanks alot guys... for accompanying me walk... I felt guilty coz becoz of me, u guys have to walk...
THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!! Jestin treat us the teksi fare... in the teksi, jestin received some calls... Hidayah Z den missed called him... he thought that it was one of us... We tried to deny it... Was having fun too... [grinz] I was dropped off at clementi interchange...
THANKS JESTIN! FOR THE TREAT! =D I reached home at about 8.30p.m. A whole day out... Spending time wif frenz... Never had a better day... It really was a great day and a fun one too... I bathed and had my prayers... My sis told me that my bro was talking about you when I wasn't at home... Oh well... What can I say? I ate nasi lemak after dat... Den my eyes were sleepy so I went to have my rest... My body was aching... x_x
Then, those memories I had wif you came to my mind... You told me that your body was aching... Den, need me to massage... I was kinda naughty dat time... Instead of pitying, I laughed at you n_n hehe... I'm just being myself... Like to joke around... Oh well... If only we're still together, it'll be our 6th month aniversary... [sigh]I switched on the radio n listen to a cd... I fell asleep after that...
Friday, 8th December 2006
Woke up today and the was pain was still the same... I just felt this way... Like this song... Untitled by simple plan...
I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight
And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading awayI’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading awayI’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
How could this happpen to me?! It's difficult to let go and the pain is unbearable... [sigh]
Hmm... I gtg... Post long enough...
Take care...
Signing Off,
Haneesah