Guess what? At school today... I've got the news from someone... Told me that my godsister will talk to me... Wth one condition... I break up with
*u*... Oh god! I can't find a way out... Listening to the song "My heart"... I cried... I dunno whether this will last and I'm hoping it will... Coz I treasure it very much... but then... Why can't I be in this relationship? Izzit becoz of our age gap? -.- Anywaez, should I or should I not? I'm stuck in the middle... Have to choose either relationship or friendship? Oh god! What's this?
I've never felt this way before since
*u* came to my life... And it's been a few months we're in this relationship...
As a god sister, why can't you see my be happy? Rather than saying that I've fallen in my own trap? [sigh] Everytime when I wanted to seek for my happiness, there's gonna be someone who will make me feel so down... Or maybe... Happiness was just a fantasy for me in my life... See what I can do... As a godsister, you came to my life... And disagree with what I did... Just like dat... It's like HYPOCRITE... Why should you treat me this way? Just becoz I had
*someone*... You dunno my life... You dunno how much pain I've been leading this life... You were not there for me... Instead,
*he* was there... For me to share all my joys and sorrows... And how long you won't talk to me?
Come on la... You were not there for me and want me to break wif
*him*? I guess he's better than you coz even if
*he's* busy,
*he* does have time for me... But what bout you? K la... I dun wanna talk that much bout this... Thanks for your advice though... I really appreciate it...
Gtg... byeez...
Signing Off
Haneesah