Well, glad that you guys did try out the test
hehe... Test about the birthdate n other tests to find more bout urself hehe... Yeah... Well, school's gonna reopen soon... Maybe i'm not looking forward to it... Homework not yet done... Haven't yet study that much... Projects left a lil bit more to be done... Everything is incomplete... -.- Dunno y suddenly when my spirits are down, i just won't have the mood to do anything... N also... I could admit that I did 'SLACK' during this one week holidays... One week come n go... So fast...
Then, there's gonna be our english oral examination? On 21 september... Am I prepared for it? Well, I dun think so... [Baiknye... belum lagi prepare x_x] hehe... Everything will be done last minute... Surely Mrs Wong will scream at us... >.<>
Just can't believe it... 1 week... Time flies so fast... There's so many things to be done... As for me, in my condition... I'm still having flu, a lil headache n a different voice in me x_x hehe... Degil pasal tak makan ubat... Well, makan ubat macam makan gula2... Makan tak de pape terjadi pun? Tak makan pun okay je...
[Sorry awak... It's not I dun wanna listen to u but it's no use... I just dun feel that I'm getting better n better... In fact, I'm feeling weaker n weaker...]
Please give me some time to study n do all home chores... I'm not a robot... 24 hours working in the kitchen... I just need some space... Dun control my life... I'm not trying to disobey u... But please... Try to understand me for once...
Parents... Sometimes... It's difficult for them to understand their child's needs... Am I rite? x_x [sigh] We did everything to make them please but... Oh well... Dun wanna talk bout this... It'll hurt more... Maybe I have to have the patience... But for how long? I'm just hopeless n helpless...
I need the guidance n strength... Sometimes, I just feel like doing the last thing everyone would do... That is... To slit their wrist... I know it's a silly thing to do... But sometimes, when hurting urself... It's like... You'll feel better? x_x hmm... Maybe... Rather than u crying... Wasting your tears for something that will never change... Furthermore, I'm kinda sick n tired... Crying silently to myself... Hoping that a miracle would happen... For me to find my happiness... It's just like a dream that won't come true... Shattered dreams...
Gtg... Byeez...
Signing Off,
Haneesah