Got back my science test paper... I get 28/30 [grinz] it was unbelieveable... I was surprised myself... x_x Everyone cheered when teacher announced that I get 28/30... THe feeling was... Well, I dunno how to describe it... Hehe... It just feel so great inside.. Yeah... It's my first time getting top for science test... Have to work harder for the next test coming up... =)
How am I supposed to do better each time when there's someone... Yang tak akan puas hati when I tried to achieve my happiness... And being the second child... The responsibiltity... I just feel like giving up... Hmm... Waking up early to wake my other siblings... N get the scolding when they are late for school... You guys are kinda growing up... Still need me to wake u up? [sigh] can somebody just take over my place? LEt me have my rest? I'm tired of life at home... It's the same routine... Sometimes, I have the feeling of running away from home... It is something silly but I just dun feel belonged in my family... Only to my younger siblings... Who are always concern bout me n showered her love... Her hugs n kisses...
It's only the thought... Hope so that won't happen... Well, I just dun wanna think bout this... kepala makin pening n I'll just worry... Anywaez, I dunno how to cope... There's gonna be science test, maths n mt test next week... There's assignment n project to be done... Still have to study... But now... I'm just chilling out... Dun wanna think so much about it...
Looks like... Maybe... We are just casual frenz... I have to give some space... My presence kinda affect... N also... Being alone... Have to get use to it... What to do... Letting you go... N just carry on wif my life... It really change everything... Those times we had together... Will be my memories of the past... Thanks for being there for me... I'll try not to bother u anymore... If that's what make others happy... I'm willing... insya allah =)
I just dunno what else to talk about... Dun have the mood anymore to do anything... Or talk about anything... x_x
Gtg... Byeez...
Signing Off,
Haneesah