Finished reading another book... TIADA LAGI AIRMATA
The ending was happy... But as I go along, reading the story... Just feel like crying... Coz she cried alot... x_x hehe... Yeah... And it makes her a stronger person each time she falls... When her love was either "tak kesampaian or kecurangan" Her love wif a guy... Was like Romeo n Juliet... N when her big day arrive, he was just gone... In a matter of seconds... He was hit by a car... Since dat day, she felt that her life was just totally so blank... IT is filled with loneliness, so dark yet so dull...
But luckily, her fren was there to support her... Give her the strength... N also, the brother's fren who managed to open up her heart for his presence... After the guy whom she loved left her, she closed her heart for any guys... But then she realised that he was her past, n in her dreamz... The guy like gave her the permission to be with another guy, dia pasrah... She should give her fren'z brother a chance... N then...
She lead a happy life wif her fren'z brother
She did find her happiness... Well, will I find mine one day? I'm just not sure...
It is like a miracle... Happiness just won't last long...
Sayang...
Apa yang kukatakan
Apa yang kurasakan
Belum pernah dialami
Demimu segala kukurniakan
Susah kusenangkan
apa sahaja dipenuhi
Di hati
Dan masih lagi engkau bertanya
Sejauh manakah cinta
Penjelasanku sebenar-benarnya
Sampai tubuh tak bernyawa
Sampai ku kepangkuannya
Bair jasad tak dilihat zahir
Cintaku tetap kan hadir
Andai dikurnia Syurga
Kan kutunggu diluarnya
Jika ditanya mengapa?Jawapan ku menunggu...
Kau sampai dahulu...
Kini telah lama kita berpisah
Rintihan asmara kian berubah
Tiada lagi mengharap
Tiada lagi belaian manjamu
Semua telah berakhir
Ketenangan hidup menyinariku
Keperitan cinta terlerai sudah
Tabahkanlah hati berduka nan berduri
Kumengenali...
Siapakah diriku yang sebenarnya...
Tiada lagi tangisan
Tiada lagi air mata
Membasahi jiwa luka
Yang tinggal hanyalah memori duka
Semuanya diduga
Pertemuan kali ini takkan berkekalan
Berakhirlah istana bahagia
Biarkan daku hidup keseorangan
Tak perlu lagi cinta
Yang menghiris luka
Titisan air mata kini kekeringan
Tek perlu menabur kasihmu
Dan kini tertutup jendela harapan ini
Kau yang menanti kepangkuanku
Semua takdir yang telah kutemu
Akan kubina segalanya tanpamu...
How does that sound? ^^ So meaningful... Sometimes, we dun get what we want in life n we must not be disappointed... N also... Never ever give up... NOTHING LASTS FOREVER...
Sometimes, it's just easy to hide an expression behind a smile... Yeah... I'm learning to let u go... And just let me be alone... Coz I know... That's what my life is... Loneliness... Sorrow... Let me handle it alone... There's just nobody for me to cry on their shoulder... I'm just a nobody... Let it be....
Harap- harap la langit tak sentiasa mendung x_x
GTg... Byeez...
Signing Off,
Haneesah