Love is patient, love is kind.It does not envy, it does not boast. It is not proud.It is not rude, it is not self-seeking. It is not easily angered,It keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil,But rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trust,Always hopes, always perserveres.

2dae was just a plain day for me... The usual one... Only dat... There's a significant event... Which is... My classmates sang for me a birthday song n I'm blushing... My face turned red... Anisa told Mrs Chen that it's my b'dae yesterday... I didn't tell her to say anything... I felt a moment of happiness =) THANKS LOADS guys!!!!! Hehe...

After school, there's Napfa test... The first station was Sit n reach? Oh,god! I dun wanna talk about all this... I even saw 'selenge'... XD but I dun think he saw me... I dunno what makes me turn to the right... Terus nampak... But then right...

I also saw u, *bro*... hehe... The first time was when I wanna go for my recess... Sebelum nak turun tangga, u went down the stairs... We met each other's gaze... N *u* kinda smile... Oh,god... I'm longing for that smile n I appreciate it hehe... I saw *u* again... Well, actually... When I was walking... Nak masuk sekolah, dari jauh, I saw *u*... Hehe... Today, I saw *u* alot of times... Hehe...

After Napfa test, go for NP training... I was having no mood n was bad mood the whole training... I wasn't like my usual self coz I'm so moody... Maybe coz I wasn't going for the Dry practice at the police station... When pitching up the tent, I hold the pole... N then... Sir came along n he told Safirah n I to go help tying the knot... Hmm... At first, I dun let go of the pole... When Safirah go away, I just let it go n stalked off... Dengan muka selamba... Or was it an angry one? Entah la... x_x hehe...

After the pitching up of tent was done, we clear it up... Cheering session... Before that there's a briefing... Which I dun really pay close attention... My mind wasn't there... XD hehe... Then, Anisa told me selenge was watching... From the technical block... The second floor... We were at the ground floor... I kinda grin but than, followed by my mood... We did father abraham... I dun have the mood, so, I just did it anyhow... >.< hehe... The texas one was more ... argh?! BORING!!!!!

Dismissed after dat n anisa n I meet our NCO for a while... She told us we won't be able to go for the Dry practice... Anisa told me she wanna cry n of coz I feel it too... -.- Yeah... We walked to our bags... Sit down n cried... Safirah was the one who comfort us but we cried more... The NCO's came to us n were being so nice... Cuba pujuk kita orang... Cuba legakan hati kita orang... But it's just difficut... We continued crying... Den, we pulled ourself together n went back... We stared at the ground while walking... Just dun wanna let others see we've been crying... We walk quickly... Kesian Safirah kat belakang kene kejar kita berdua... I found her as a true fren... She really stroke my back... As in... Macam urut.. But this is not the word... I dunno how to describe it... n_n hehe...

We went back n cried coz wondering at questions wif no answers... Well, I waited for her bus n I went back after that... Den, I went home... Feeling tired... This Friday, I've got Maths test... Spirits feeling low to study... Hope I could study n manage it... XD rest assured =)

How does it feel like when somebody close to you... Stop caring bout you... Even when it's your special day... You dun get anything... But when it's dat special someone's b'dae... There's something you... Days passed... N it's like we're drifting apart... Maybe... Hmm... I dun wanna talk bout it...

Ok,la... GTg... Byeez...

Signing Off,
Haneesah