Greetings!
I'm back from ATC camp... Hehe... Well, it's a tough one I think... THe first day... We reached the campsite at about 5+... Settle sown there... We pitched tents... Den, we, sec 2s were divided into 10 groups... I'm in group 1... Hehe... Wif asila... Phew! Luckily there's someone... To my fren... Who kinda cried coz we're seperated... I'm just sorry... WHat to do? THey grouped us already... I can't bear to see you crying... My tent group is also 1... >.< color="#3333ff">*u*... ^-^ HEhe...
My words do seem to be harsh... Well, maybe... I've seen u're like odering someone around... Like for example... Saying something like "ask for me"... N it's like... You did that to my fren... She also have feelings... You did have ur own mouth n pair of legs... Y dun u just go ask urself? XD For all this while, I notice that... But I just keep it to myself... She dun like it for you to always do what you told her... N also, I notice... She's like becoming ur maid... N i'm sorry if i've offended ur feelings... I'm not choosing frenz... I'm always wif her... During training... If we're being enemies... Guess... I have to accept the fact... Just dunno y... I'm always doing my own reflection... N seeing my weakness... But others just always seem to blame others without looking at what mistakes they did... N also... Others always consider their feelings only... What about the other person?
Mungkin kah ditakdirkan diriku untuk tidak berteman... Mungkinkah aku harus pergi jauh? Entah la...
2nd day of camp... We had topography? Something related to geography... XD should be boring... We explore Pulau ubin... MY sir who took our group wants us to entertain him... We have to sing songs... Asila n I lead our group in singing... On the way to our destinations... On the way back to our campsite... I just can't take it anymore... Feeling exhausted... Pain in the heart... Headache... Sir told us to catch up n we ran... HE wants us to entertain him... It's so boring when you get this kind of sir... XD hmm... I can't stand it anymore n I breakdown... Coz thinking of sir yang sanggup suruh kita entertain dia... Sendangkan kita semua nye diri tak entertain...
My face turned red n asila ask whether i'm okay... I nod my head but i just continued crying... Asila called for mam n she rushed to me... SHe ask me what happen but i refused to tell her... Takkan nak kata "Sakit hati ngan sir" She ask me whether i have headache... I just nod my head... Reached our campsite n there's a malay sir... He asked me... "Are u okay?" I say yes,sir... Nobody knows how I actually felt... Hmm... The truth hurts sometimes... XD
We had lunch but i just dun have the appetite for lunch... Only ate biscuit... Den, we had ATF... I was restless then... Tahan sakit perut n kepala asik berdenyut-denyut... Hmm... Had to wait a long time... I was getting weaker n weaker... So, the choice I had to make was go to the first aid post... >.<>.<>hehe... After breakfast, we put our bags at where we always assemble... We unpitched the tent... Then, we cleand up the area... After dat, the camp was declared close... THere's this sir... For group 8... Dunno la... I always felt his eyes was on me... When I saw him took pics wif his other frenz... After dat, he stood behind something... Our eyes meet... N from his expression... I can tell that he was going to smile... I looked away n went to the sec 3 campsite... Went back wif the sec 3s... Guess what? I thought we're gonna walk from pulau ubin to the jetty... But there were vans for us n we said bye to those who are lucky... Being evil x_x hehe...
In the boat, I looked outside... Breathing in the air... Saying goodbye to pulau ubin XD hehe... Reached singapore n then... We board a bus... I slept all the way to ctss... Reached school... I got my teddy bear back... HEhe... Everyone said it looked cute... Of coz la... Who's the one who gave it to me?
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Went to mc donald... Ate nuggets n went home after dat... Had my rest when i reached home... The camp overall was boring... >.<
GTg... Byeez..
Signing Off,
Haneesah