Ingatlah, Allah tidak memberi semua yang diminta oleh manusia... Bukan DIA tidak boleh memberi tapi DIA tahu... Sekiranya manusia dilimpahkan dengan semua yang diminta, merekan akan jadi lebih senang- lenang... Senang-lenang akan menjadikan manusia lupa... Awak mesti ingat... Manusia cantik, buruk, muda, tua, kaya, miskin, cerdik, bodoh, cacat dan sempurna, bersedia atau enggan, semuanya akan mati... Hari kematian akan diratapi oleh ramai orang... Ngongoi tangisan yang kuat akan didengar dari mulut mereka yang terkilan dengan perpisahan itu... Sejurus selesai menyatakan... "Ketahuilah oleh saudara bahawa segala kelazatan hidup di dunia ini telah saudara tinggalkan... tinggalkan saudara di dalam kubur ini, alam barzakh ini hingga kami semua akan menyusul pula... di sinilah tempat saudara hingga hari kiamat... Di situ penyudah segala glamour hidup....
Haiz... Sometimes, in life... I dun really get what I want... Not all I want will be achieved... Yeah... N there's some good things hide behind everything... Those dat are difficult to discover... Hmm... My life now... Really is testing how patience I am in handling all obstacles I'm in... Feeling of endurance, perseverance sometimes just vanish into thin air... All the hopes... N some other times, I'm just the opposite... Thinking positive all the way...
I wonder who will I run to... When I needed someone by my side... When everyone seems to have their backs on me... I know one day I'll have ppl all hating me... That's my future I guess... N when there's nobody on my side, I just feel so depressed... Frenz come n go... Some stay forever in the heart... I dunno... Whether I'll have the courage to carry on... Ignoring all the rude remarks... All the whispers, gossips... Y should I care? Ppl's mouth could not be stop... I can't do anything... I'm just being me... It's who I am... I'm not pretending to be someone else...
It's difficult for you to be yourself... Hmm... Man... I just hope all this will last... I dun wanna think bout this... But whenever I stared into space, I'll think bout this... N all the tears start to flow down my cheeks... How I wish things would be better... Dengarlah rintihan ini...
Walau ape pun yang terjadi, I would NEVER USE my frenz... It did not came into my thoughts before... I would NEVER do such a thing... Coz I really TREASURE my friendship wif you guys... IF u guys thought that I wanna ignore you, I dunno what else to say... Only that I know...
MY PRESENCE BRING TROUBLE TO OTHERS... N I'm REALLY SORRY IF I HURT THOSE HEARTS OF ANGELS OUT THERE... I'M NOT PERFECT... I just wanna be left alone sometimes... To reflect upon myself... To think what have I been doing all this while... Izzit worth it...
IT HURTS SO MUCH THAT YOUR GOOD DEED THAT YOU'VE DONE FOR SOMEONE IS NOT APPRECIATED... HaIz........
I'M REALLY, TRULY, SORRY FOR WHAT I've DONE TO YOU GUYS... MAYBE, I SHOULD STAY AWAY FROM YOUR LIVES... TO LET YOU BE HAPPY, LET ME SACRIFICE MYSELF...
SORRY MY FRENZ...
[you should know that i dun truly mean to do dat... ]
Sorry if I ever hurt your feelings...
Signing Out,
Haneesah