Long time didn't update this blog man... Haiz... Well, nvm... I'm here... Hehe... Just concentrating on one blog that is my personal one... :p Hmm... Been quite busy wif life... Having projects, homework n tests coming my way... Just got to adapt wif these changes... Though I feel that I am still in sec 1... Hehe... Sec 1 is so fast man... Time flies very fast... Couldn't turn back time... Haiz... But have to think the future... :) Look ahead n just accept whatever that I'm going thru my life...
Projects... Malay, Humanities... Tests, Firstly, maths, science, literature den geography... The coming week surely there'll be some tests... Haiz... Dat's what secondary life is about rite? Lots of homework, projects n tests... But luckily, today no homework... Just have to study for geography... Need to mesmorise some important points...
Lots of things had happened... Just dunno what to do to solve the problem... Though the problem is just a little one, just can't make up my mind to do the best for it... Just feel like there's no ending or solution to this problem but I knoe every problem has it's solution... I'm just not sure that I'll make the right decision... It seems tough... I'm just deciding on my fate... Maybe? And just to carry on without u by my side? Having a new group of frenz n I'm feeling more appreciated hanging out wif them... Just have to carry on my life I guess? It's not the end of the world yet...
Though it can happen any time, I know I have to cherish my life... Since I only lived once, I have to cherish it n enjoy it to its fullest... :) With frenz, family n those hu cared around me to support me, I'll be gladful to knoe that I'm still doing okay wif my life... It's just so sad that when everything is turning their backs on u... It's just dat the world is ending n u dun feel like living anymore... I can see the loneliness that u have in u... Since I am wif my other frenz n not wif u,I saw that u're lonely... N u're just wif ur other frenz...
Like I said? ANGGAPLAH KITA TAK PERNAH MENGENALI AGAR KITA TAK SALING MEMBENCI... Haiz... If this is the best decision... Maybe just have to stay wif it... Kalau dah ditakdirkan, what can I do? I can't fight back what's being said n dah ditetapkan? Hmm... Just dat maybe this is my destiny... Have to accept it... Still have other frenz hu cared... Carry on wif this life with their support... I dunno what I'll be without them... I'm just blessed to knoe frenz like dem... N I knoe this friendships which are hard n rare to find, will be treasures in my heart... :)
Well, I guess I'll end here... Nothing much to say... I'm just hoping for maybe a miracle to happen one day? Who knows?
GTg... Byeez..
Signing Off,
Haneesah